"I dunno you."
It's easy to push your buttons honestly, because you're someone you can say anything to and you'll eat it up without questioning it, and just start popping off or whatever. It's sad. I do think you're very petty. By that I mean you brought shit from another game here, just waiting for me to slip up so you could judge my character. So now I'll address that. Lol. I was perfectly willing to drop that drama and forget it ever happened. And you're the definition of the word bitter when you're not at ftc, huh? So what's to stop me from being bitter and petty now, not even giving you a chance to plead your case to me?
Unlike you, when I'm being a dick and get criticized for it I can take it in and apologise. If you get called out for your shit you can't admit that you're wrong and you just go into attack mode. I apologised to Mel in the tribe chat and privately more in depth too. That's what most people do when they make mistakes. I bet you think it's wrong for me to call someone a bitch but when you did the same thing in another game to someone it was justified, and it was so wrong of me to call you out for the way you spoke to people. But you don't learn. You never do. I hope you will, one day.
Since you gave me one in your ROP I'll give you one too. A life lesson for you is that people make mistakes. There's no shame in admitting when you're wrong. I do it daily. I can admit that I should've been less of a bitch this season when I called you out for similar things in London. That was hypocritical. However, I don't criticise people who I've been rude to then choosing not to work with me. If someone calls me out and doesn't like me for the way I acted, I don't pop off at them, I reflect on that and make it right if I can. We all slip up, no one's perfect. What bothers me about you is that you don't seem to care after you've hurt people or said something ridiculous. Just try to be the bigger person. We're a lot more similar than you might think, and I'm not trying to attack you or be iconic. I'm just trying to help you. How you react to this is either going to prove my point or show that you are a decent individual deep down.
Now as for your game, well I think it was alright. I don't think I'd be mad if you won based on that alone. The only way you would get my vote is if you showed some remorse about the way you conduct yourself in these orgs, like a real human would. Survivor is primarily a social game after all.
You worked your ass off in this game. I am still sorry I lashed out on you like that after the Ci'ere boot. I wanna know a couple of things though.
1 - I am kinda curious as to why you unfriended me long before any drama, when we were still cool. I just don't feel like that's showing a good social game, but rather just pushing potential allies away. It's part of the reason I blew up at you. I felt like you were almost deliberately trying to make enemies.
2 - Why were you so paranoid in this game? Like, it drove me and most of these people insane when you'd question everything we did.
3 - Had I not blown up at you and ruined my own game, what would your plan have been after Ci'ere's boot going forward to get to this point?
My vote isn't set in stone. It's gonna go to the person that shows the most social awareness and growth. Good luck.